Damn..
The “people” that always tell me to come down to LA and hit them up when I’m down here are actually the ones that always flake, cancel on me and ignore me when I tell them that I want to visit… let’s not forget my favorite line “oh maybe. I’ll let you know” and they won’t let me know until I text/call them… I think I expected too much and dwelling in the times that I had with them. This happened to me several times already but it doesn’t really hit me hard until today. I finally understand how much worthless it is to fly all the way down to visit the people that constantly feeding me lies. However, thank you for ignoring me and flaking on me because of you guys, I get to meet and acknowledge such incredible friends here who are willing to welcome me to their home ; introduce me to their amazing friends, etc. For someone who isn’t close to me to take their time out for me.. it really does open up my eyes. So next time.. do not say you miss me, lie to me, make me cancel all my day plan and then treat my time like shit. (you know who you are) && Don’t ever come to me when you NEED me to do you a favor… because I won’t. I am sick of being that nice girl.
